1/12/2008

Busy busy busy.

Motivation to study/do anything productive hasn't kicked in yet, and it's been a week of school and no one can believe it because it feels like forever.

Either way, with the best company I could ask for, opportunities (21st JAN OMG) I could never have expected, small things to look forward to each day e.g. gym/cycling/form associate-ing (damn fun)/singing... and a pile of work that never seems to diminish or become less challenging, life has never demanded more effort, and time has never been stretched to these limits. Still, there's always something to look forward to each night and something to be grateful for each day (my wall bears testament), and pleasant surprises coming in the strangest forms ("Hey there funky chicken!" Mrs Armstrong, art teacher, to Chloe while doing prefect duty. Allegedly.) always manage to make it all worth it. I'm gonna miss this place when we graduate, but then there'll be so much to look forward to even then, there won't be time to miss much. And anyway, there isn't much point in missing something, I'll just keep these days as little glowing stars of memory in my heart, to seek comfort from and to wish on. Almost anything seems possible now (most of the time), and life just seems to be a series of open-ended questions we're all trying so hard to look for answers to.

Anyway, my 25-point to-do list calls (including the completely pointless General Studies art presentation - never thought I'd have to write crap about art again), this is going to be a crazy weekend. Which reminds me, hair cut tomorrow morning, cannot actually be bothered. Trouble with short hair is, it keeps growing in all directions, which means I have to cut it otherwise I keep having to tell it to "Get out of my face!" which is annoying. Oh yes, I talk to my hair. Shut up, you're the weird one.


[Edit: 6.43 pm]

"At some point you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out, they fence you in. Life is messy, that's how we're made. So you can waste your life drawing lines or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines that are way too dangerous to cross. Here's what I know: If you're willing to throw caution to the wind and take a chance, the view from the other side is spectacular."

There's such a fine line between making a decision, and simply doing what your instinct tells you to do, whether you know it or not. Just a thought.

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P.S. Facebook is the most annoying thing, ever. STOP BUGGING ME ALREADY.

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